So anyway, one of the first things my parents said to me when i got back was that i should lose some weight and the next thing was that i had bad skin (not that bad seriously, its not noticeable unless, you look at my neck close up).  So, anyway both of these i know about, because well you know yourself dont you? Someone doesn’t need to point these imperfections out to you, do they?  Imperfections to them, could be the last straw for you.  They could mean, life or death, love or heartbreak, happiness and the other one.

I didn’t need my parents to point these out to me, this is me and i do know my body, nearly every centimetre of it.  The fact the pointed these out, has now made it so that my brother is turned into a slight bully.  My face isnt that spotty that astronauts may mistake it as the moon, and neither am i obese.  I’ve just been at university, living off noodles and pizza, i should learn to cook more, i know.

…and for the next two weeks, im going to sort this out…or make a start, not because of a parents, but because i want to, and did before they said anything.

I decided definatly a few months ago, if not a few years ago.  That I am, who I am, and no-one can change this.  I think this is the same for everyone, while people might come to me for advice…for some reason… (whether what i give is what they want, i do try to answer honestly…well i will from now on) Im not going to force them to do this, that isn’t me.  We shouldn’t change ourselves for others around us, they should learn to love us the way we are.  Just because someone wanted to hang out/chat with someone that you hate, you shouldn’t hate on them for this.  You can’t keep your best/boy/girl friend locked up, you would end up just wanting to kill them (well i would) this isn’t fair on them, you, those around you and their friends. So for fucks sake, live you lifes people. If people want to change you, ditch them, because they are obviously not worth keeping.  It may be hard, at first, but your real friends around will keep you….

miss you xxx

(you should know who i mean)

Yeah I admit it, i can be moody, argumentative and sometimes I can be bit materialistic (and probably a few other things) but really?  Im sure that 90% of us are like this and then you have 10% you really are just twats.

Im sure people know one, probably a few.

There the poeple who dont know when to shut up, they swagger around (yeah, i used swagger, as they never walk properly), claim to know everything (including there own arsehole) and just generally piss you off to the max.  Sometimes, I just need to sit there an witness the shit coming from their mouth, while other get pissed off.  While other times, i have actually blurted something out in response, which has been shouted down because I obviously dont know enough.

In reality i think we are all waiting for that ‘special’ person, to punched square in the face, when they have just said a little two much.

ARSEHOLE: someone being arrogant, rude, obnoxious, or just a total dickhead….

DOUCHE-BAG: Someone who has surpassed the levels of jerk and asshole, however not yet reached fucker or motherfucker. Not to be confuzed with Douche

DOUCHE: a word to describe an individual who has shown themself to be very brainless in one way or another, thus comparing them to the cleansing product for vaginas.

…would usually also have a ….

BITCH: An exceedingly whipped guy who does/wears/thinks/says whatever his girlfriend tells him to. [girlfriend, guyfriend, bestfriend are all the same in this example]

all thanks to urbandictionary